As I continue with my reading of the War Of Art by Steven Pressfield, I am gaining insight into what resistance is, and procrastination is one of the indications. I have heard this phrase my whole life about procrastination being the theft of time. Since I am thinking about this phrase now, I looked it up on the internet and discovered the author was British poet Edward Young. There, I also found other wise sayings he had and I want to read more about him. I have a feeling that he was a creator who resisted resistance and movement forward with this art, and accomplished what he dreamed about. I also always heard the phrase not to put off until tomorrow what you can do today. A long time ago I use to ponder these thoughts, but only briefly.
When I was young, I would put off anything that seemed unpleasant, even though it was necessary or required, like a big homework project for school. I would get to the library on Saturday, park myself there as long as possible, photocopy as much information as possible, take it all home (no, there were no computers!) and just spend the rest of the weekend putting it all together. I had made this my practice and actually prided myself to have mastered my procrastination since I always came through, and, after all, no one knew that I did this, the teacher only knew that the project was completed on time. As an adult, I have mastered leaving my house and getting most places on time, by the skin of my teeth sometimes, though. I have timed myself going from this point to that point and when I can leave the house. It does create for stressfulness as I keep checking the time. I do realized it is best to leave early to prepare for the delays and to have less stress.
When I think about my art, I do realize that I did not procrastinate on my art or creativity as a child, I would fill my time with all of the things I loved to do, maybe that is why I procrastinated on big school project. But, as an adult, I seem to procrastinate with my art, which actually disturbs me very much, since I am always looking at my world in terms of colors, palette, composition, design and ideas for future masterpieces. I would like to report that I did accomplish my goal yesterday of framing my art work for the Spencer Fair, so now I am ready to submit my work, and I will not be scrambling at the last moment to put it all together and arrive breathless as the last bell gongs. As you all can see, I have kept my promise to blog. Also, I am going to work now and since I am aware that a hurricane passed through yesterday, I need to leave extra early in order to accommodate any slow traffic from workers out there cleaning up the mess left behind. I am a work in progress, and, at my age, I am still learning, still needing to be reminded of things, still striving for improvement. My art is very important to me, I am going to come up with a plan to put this more in the front of what I need to do. Any one else have a problem with procrastination?
Yes. It's a struggle every day. ;)
ReplyDeleteI guess we need to keep our focus on what our heart is yearning for and try to follow it and not allow the "resistance" to get in our way. Maybe the secret is recognizing the "resistance" for what it really is and fight it. Thanks for commenting
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